hey everyone ! I don't know if anyone right now currently feels or is going through what I'm going through, but I currently feel LOST. I am 22 years old, I haven't finished one full semester of college, I've been working in retail since I was 16 years old. numerous things have slowed down my college career. Now that I may have an opportunity to actually go back to school I have no idea what I want to do. I feel pressured by people & myself to quickly find my niche & get my degree. I have a huge fear though....I don't want to end up like everyone else that graduates college- either hating what they do or not finding a good paying job in their field. I do not want to waste years & money trying to do something I might hate. I'm already going through that...I feel super lost as to what I truly want to do. Yet everyone tells me I'm still young & I can do what I want to do. I guess I am my toughest critic at the end of the day. I don't want to FAIL ! I feel like I've already wasted so much time & energy making huge mistakes & failing in many departments that I do not want to keep on doing so. I guess I'm just trying to be the best I can be. I have a hard time relaxing or taking a backseat with certain things. I hope I can get the hang of this soon because I can't keep this up. If anyone shares my pain, please leave a comment !!!
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